Flavorful water, et cetera (Quotes by me)

"Flavor enhancing minerals?! How can you enhance the flavor of water? Water shouldn't be flavorful, it is just wetness."

"I am not crying because of the book; the book is just letting me cry."

"I act against tanning in the deliberate ways that some people act to keep up with it."

"Many things scare some people, and some things scare many people"

"Not having a reason to say 'no' is not a good enough reason to say 'yes'."

"I do not want a 'babe get me another beer' relationship; I want a 'honey will you pour me a glass of wine' relationship"

"...what are you talking about? no!...no, i dont use people. haha. haha."

curious ramblings about not being here

I often find myself wondering what will happen and how people will react when I die.
I'm not afraid to die. I don't want to, but I'm not afraid to, I just don't see myself living to be grown.
Maybe it's just b/c I can't possibly imagine how things will be. idk. but I just cant picture myself living in the future, but I'm not exactly picturing myself dying, either.
I just wonder what will happen to everything when I'm gone. My notebooks, my journals. Who will see what. I'm not worried so much about what people will see/read, but what they won't read.
The only way my writings, and such, can get in the "wrong hands" (after I'm dead that is) is if it's all put away and no one sees it. When I'm gone, It's free game. I want people who know me to be able to know about me and know what I thought about them.

Age of Empires

I was going through some old games earlier and found AOE. omg, I hadn't played that in SO long. And, of course, I couldn't resist, so I've spent the past 2 hours and 9 (count them, 9) minutes fighting "the little red people." ha, I can never keep straight what the names are.
Anyway...I did win, my wonder stood for 2000 years (but of course I set it to super easy *blush* but this was only after I did loose 2x).

Up and running!

Welcome, this is my new blog. This one is more for my random thoughts and such whenever I feel the need, and the other, it is still very much in use, I have all my poetry on that one (somberlife).

Anywho, I need to head to town to take my stuff in for the fair (which starts tomorrow).