Chuck Palahniuk

“Your heart is my piñata.”

“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on."

“The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.”

“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”

“You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be.”

“If you don’t know what you want, you end up with a lot you don’t.”

“Game shows are designed to make us feel better about the random, useless facts that are all we have left of our education.”

curious ramblings about not being here

I often find myself wondering what will happen and how people will react when I die.
I'm not afraid to die. I don't want to, but I'm not afraid to, I just don't see myself living to be grown.
Maybe it's just b/c I can't possibly imagine how things will be. idk. but I just cant picture myself living in the future, but I'm not exactly picturing myself dying, either.
I just wonder what will happen to everything when I'm gone. My notebooks, my journals. Who will see what. I'm not worried so much about what people will see/read, but what they won't read.
The only way my writings, and such, can get in the "wrong hands" (after I'm dead that is) is if it's all put away and no one sees it. When I'm gone, It's free game. I want people who know me to be able to know about me and know what I thought about them.